Piano Answers

I just took the MAT (Miller Analogies Test) & received a scaled score of 411. I would like to get my Master’s in Education at Harvard, but couldn’t find their minimum MAT scores. I think I’m in the high 70th or 80th percentile with that score in my fields (music/education).
I graduated from Boston University with a double major in Education & Classical piano performance. My college G.P.A was 3.49/4.00 & I was awarded several prestigious awards by BU for my work with arts in education (especially urban education). I’m an African-American woman from a low-income family. Some of my awards/activities include:
The Horatio Alger National Scholarship
The Horatio Alger Alumni Association
The Presser Grant (awarded to only one student in the College of Fine Arts)
The Claflin Academic Grant
The National Youth Leadership Forum Alumni Association
The Boston University Music Grant
Offered a job by the National Youth Leadership Forum on Law & CSI as an advisor(I will be working for them next summer). (This is relevant because I’m interested in education law.)
Boston University Full Tuition Grant
Director of a low-income educational summer camp for students in my city.
Do you think I have a shot?
Is there anything I could do to improve my resume?

Okay I make 62K a year which is pretty good, right? So why am I always broke? Oh my take-home pay is about 4K/month:
Some of my major expenses are:
Rent: 1000
daycare:440
Tuition for grad school (about $500 per month)
car: 409
Insurance 140
Plus all the utilities, very basic cable, cell phone, groceries, etc. & 2 credit cards with $15 minimum payments each, but I have been paying like $40 each, & a piano payment for $64.
I don’t go crazy with clothes/manicures/hair & stuff like that either, just what we need.
Do you think I should be just making it or should I have extra money in the bank?

1. When you were 1 year old, she fed you & bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all the night.
2. When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
3. When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals
with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on
the floor.
4. When you were 4 years old, she gave you some
crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dinning room
table.
5. When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the
holidays. You thanked her by looping into the nearest
pile of mud.
6. When you were 6 years old, she walked you into
school. You thanked her by screaming, “I’M NOT GOING”.
7. When you were 7 years old, she bought you a
baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the
next-door-neighbor window.
8. When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice
cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over you
lap.
9. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano
lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to
practice it.
10. When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day,
from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after
another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and
never looking back.
11. When you were 11 years old, she took you & your
friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to
sit in the different row.
12. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to
watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting
until she left the house.
13. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was
becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no
taste.
14. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at
summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a
single letter.
15. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking
for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door
locked.
16. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her
car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you
could.
17. When you were 17, she was expecting an important
call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
18. When you were 18, she cried at your school
graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying
until dawn.
19. When you were 19, she paid for your college
tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you
wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of you friends.
20. When you were 20, she asked whether you were
seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying “It’s none of
you business”.
21. When you were 21, she suggested certain careers
for your future. You thanked her by saying “I don’t
want to be like you”.
22. When you were 22, she hugged you at your college
graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she
could pay for a trip to Europe .
23. When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your
first apartment. You thanked her by telling your
friend it was ugly.
24. When you were 24, she met your fiancé & asked
about your plans for the future. You thanked her by
glaring & growling, “Muuhh-ther, please!”
25. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, & she cried & told how deeply she loved
you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the
country.
26. When you were 30, she called with some advice on
the baby. You thanked by telling her, “Things are
different now.”
27. When you were 40, she called to remind you of a
relative’s birthday. You thanked her by saying you
were “really busy right now.”
28. When you were 50, she fell ill & needed you to
take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the
burden parents become to their children.
29. & then, one day, she quietly died. And
everything you never did came crashing down like
thunder on your heart.
IF SHE’ S STILL AROUND, NEVER FORGET TO LOVE HER MORE THAN EVER.
AND IF SHE’ S NOT, REMEMBER HER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
Give my Regards to your Mother.

What I mean is that say for example the student is going to go into a major like Music Appreciation – Piano (of which I knew someone who graduated with such a degree), & this is going to be a major that’s going to take at least 4 years to complete with a tuition bill of like $30,000+, only to have the student face a very limiting career that may only pay a small salary. Shouldn’t the school, & its advisors, be ethically responsible to mention these probable career facts to the student up front so that this knowledge doesn’t just suddenly hit the student when they graduate?
And not just this major but any other major that may seem impractical & more difficult to find jobs in.
And for the record that friend of mine is still having a tough time right now finding a job with her degree, & is thinking about going back to school for nursing. Hence the reason for this inquiry. Any thoughts would be appreciated.

The following has not been written by me, but it is great so i wanted to share it with u all. what do u say?
Mother’s Love
When you were 1 year old, she fed you & bathed you.
- You thanked her by crying all the night.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
- You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
- You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
- You thanked her by coloring the dinning room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
- You thanked her by looping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you into school.
- You thanked her by screaming, “I’M NOT GOING”.
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
- You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
- You thanked her by dripping it all over you lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
- You thanked her by never even bothering to practice it.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another.
- You thanked her by jumping out of the car & never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you & your friends to the movies.
- You thanked her by asking to sit in the different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
- You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
- You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
- You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
- You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drove her car.
- You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
- You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your school graduation.
- You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags.
- You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of you friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
- You thanked her by saying “It’s none of you business”.
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
- You thanked her by saying “I don’t want to be like you”.
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
- You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
- You thanked her by telling your friend it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiancee & asked about your plans for the future.
- You thanked her by glaring & growling, “Muuhh-ther, please!”
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, & she cried & told how deeply she loved you.
- You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
- You thanked by telling her, “Things are different now.”
When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative’s birthday.
- You thanked her by saying you were “really busy right now.”
When you were 50, she fell ill & needed you to take care of her.
- You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did, came crashing down like thunder on your heart.
If she’s still around, never forget to love her more than ever. And if she’s not, remember her unconditional love

Hey all I’m 19 years old & in my 3rd semester at my local community college. I’m half way through my associates in liberal arts & my GPA will be above a 3.5 when I graduate. I’ve been in many clubs & became an officer for one of them. Also I gained a $1,000 scholarship for tuition there. This is all to make up for my poor SAT score that I got when I finished high school.
I plan on going to SUNY Stony Brook. I plan on getting a bachelor’s in respiratory therapy. Also I will become certified to become a personal trainer. After I graduate I might become affiliated with the US Air Force for a few years. (I like the atmosphere on air bases. The large open space. I went to Dover Air Force Base in Delaware with my uncle a few years ago. Air bases are awesome!)
From here maybe I’ll either go into a more military career or a strictly health care and/or fitness back up career.
Just wondering if any one out there has some advice or tips on my decision making.
My hobbies:
-playing classical piano (mainly Chopin’s nocturnes)
-motorcycles (Buying my first bike,+gear&insurance, I saved up for next spring. Will be a 2008 Kawasaki Ninja 250R)
-I want to learn how to fly a plan

Why does everyone want to go THERE? It’s one thing if they’re looking to work with a certain teacher or conductor or something, but most people are like “oh violin/piano/cello/harp/oboe/etc. I playz it. iz gud & i iz gunna go 2 julie-ard!” without knowing anything about the school, its requirements, the expense of living in NYC, the tuition costs, & the uncertainty of a job after school is over & the loans need to be paid.
It’s a good school, yes, but what about Eastman? NEC? Curtis?? Going overseas to study in Europe? What gives Juilliard its lustre?

When you came into the world, she held you in her arms.
You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you & bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, “I’M NOT GOING!”
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the
next-door-neighbor’s window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from
soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car & never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you & your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
Those teenage years
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
Growing old & gray
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t
be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, “It’s none of your business.”
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, “I don’t want to be like you.”
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance & asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring & growling, “Muuhh-ther, please!”
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, & she cried & told
you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, “Things are different now.”
When you were 40, she called to remind you of an relative’s birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were “really busy right now.”
When you were 50, she fell ill & needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder.

I am a junior in HS. I am wondering what my chances of getting into the U of M are. I am taking 1 AP class this year, & plan on taking 3 next year. otherwise most of my classes i take are hard ones. My gpa is a little higher then 3.5, & i will probably graduated with something around there. I got a 24 on my act. (i have time to take it again & score better) I know these aren’t the greatest grades, but i am active in other things
I am an officer in my DECA (An Association of Marketing Students) chapter & will be president next year. (i hoping this boosts my chances of getting in since i want to go to CSM) I play JV basketball & am very involved in my drama club & ecology club. i already have enough hours for my silver chord. i’m not a minority, both my parents went to a 4 year college, but i do have enough money to pay for college without any help from loans. i am out of state, but from WI (which i know MN & WI teamed up to have a same tuition program to encourage people from both states to go to each other’s school)
i am in french 4 & want to study abroad in france for at least a year in college & i play piano. so i’m well rounded.
what are my chances of getting into the u or m twin cities?

well.. i’m really interesting about martial arts since i was a kid & now i’m 15 years old & want to take some lesson & but my mom can’t afford because it was expensive & i also go to school in private & it has expansive tuition so she never let me & she thinks it was dangerous & she more willing to make me study piano so i was just wondering how much u gonna pay if you study martial arts if its really not that cheap probably she agree to it!!! that’s why i quit studying piano so i can take martial arts instead!!!
i live in chicago so i was just want to ask where i can take martial arts school that is good & cheap!!!!
well.. thanks for u help!! i hope i’m not too old to study martial arts!!!

Can i get into stanford or harvard or the wharton school with these stats?
i’m a sophomore in high school & want to know my chances.. thank you for your help in advance! =]
-i have about a 4.7 gpa (which means about 3 B’s in all ap & pre-ap classes total for four years of high school) (by the end of junior year hopefully it will be about a 4.8) — which at my high school (a very very competitive public high school in a big metropolitan city that usually sends several kids to ivies every year) would be about in the top 20-ish people out of about 800
-editor (as of now) hopefully i can be chief later! of my school newspaper
-state qualifier for a nationally ranked debate team
-member of a team of six people who won $10,000 at a nyc national competition
-editor-in-chief & starter of a neighborhood newsletter that caters to about 500 people that is dedicated to diversity
-science fair regional finalist
-president & founder of a music club that volunteers by playing concerts for homeless shelters & nursing homes, with all different kinds of music (i play piano)
-multiple city-wide piano competitions
-a few writing competitions
-im a pretty good writer so i think my essays will be good, hopefully
-i haven’t taken the sat’s yet but im taking a prep course this summer, hopefully it will help!
-i will be taking two ap’s this year (one more than most kids in my grade) & probably 4 next year
-all ap & pre-ap classes
-volunteer every summer on church mission trips
-church pianist
-first person to go to an american university for undergrad (i dont know if this helps?)
i dont know if thisll help but i can pay full tuition (my parents make about $300k a year combined but theyre not like filthy rich so we can’t like fund a building or anything lol)
thank you guys so much in advance!
oh & please tell me what i can do to improve my application. thank you guys!

Hi,
I’m trying to decide which dance i should take: ballet or hip hop? I take piano (classically trained, 8th year) so ballet might be a better choice. i’m 12 & most of my friends who do ballet started out @ 3, so is it too late for me?
i also want to get fit…so……
furthermore, what is a good dance school in vancouver that you could recommend? (good tuition fee, area preferably in richmond or ubc area, & good for beginners with no experience at all, professional teachers…)
thanks so much

I already play flute & piano but i really want to play electric violin (please say if i should start on acoustic), my parents can’t afford another set of lessons so i thought i would get a tuition book so i could TRY to teach myself. do you know any books that would be any good for this!?

When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car & never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you & your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, & she cried & told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill & needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like
thunder on YOUR HEART..
Do love your mother & thank her with all your heart.

Monday I have school until 2p.m., then I have to go for my Japanese class from 2.30p.m. to 4.30p.m. I only get home at about 5.00p.m.
Tuesday I have school until 2.30p.m., then I have Judo as my extra-curricular activity from 3.00p.m. to 6.00p.m. I stay back in the dojo until about 7.30p.m. for extra training/practice.
Wednesday is pretty much like Monday, but after Japanese class I have to go for piano lessons from 5.00p.m. to 6.00p.m.
Thursdays are the same as Tuesdays, but after Judo, I have Chinese remedial from 7.00p.m. to 9.00p.m.
Fridays I just have school until 2.30p.m., with no extra activities.
Saturdays I have Judo for 2 hours, 10a.m. to 12p.m.
Sundays I have Math tuition from 9.30a.m. to 11.00a.m.
I’m really bad at planning my time, so can anyone suggest where my homework, revision, practice & leisure time should be arranged?

I’ve asked my mom to put me in activities….like Club Volleyball, Gymnastics, or piano lessons….but she either tells me no right off the back…or she’ll just ignore me. Then when it comes to my little brother, SHE’S the one asking HIM if he wants to play baseball or t-ball..or whatever little kids are forced to play…I’m always wanting to go to the park & I ask her to play volleyball with me, & she just yells at me or says she’s “tired” or she’s “busy” when, in actuality, she’s watching tv or sleeping….I used to be a lot more active, but now that I can’t do anything…I stay on the computer….AND THEN she gets mad at me & tells me I need to get out more!! *sigh*I mean, If I were put in some activities that I truly love…I wouldn’t be sittin’ around all day…..what do I do? I’ve tried to ask my grandparents to help me pay for tuition to an out of school volleyball team…but ends never meet…and I’m still stuck here…I don’t know what to do.

When you were 8 years old, your dad handed you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano Lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car & never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, he took you & your friends
to the movies. You thanked him by telling him to sit in another row.
When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by
waiting until he left the house.
When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.
When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your
bedroom door locked.
When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone
all night.
When you were 18, he cried at
your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, & he cried & told you how deeply he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, he fell ill & needed you to take care of him. You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

I am a Duke student, & I have been frauded of close to $3000 recently. So the gist of the story is: I have recently posted on craigslist.com that I am offering piano lessons. Then some guy contacted me via e-mail, saying his daughter needed piano lessons, & offered to send me the tuition fee first. I agreed. Then he sent me 3 checks of $950, asking me to please help him transfer the money to his “flight agent” so that his flight agent can book the ticket for his daughter to come to New York. Initially I was skeptical as well, so I deposited the money into my savings account. But the number went up the next day, so I thought the checks were cleared, & went ahead to help the guy out by sending money to his flight agent cash through Western Union. But then a few days later the Bank put a hold on that transfer because they think the check is fraudulent. I have called Bank of America, & they said that the checks are most likely going to be fake. I just lost $2850.
My question would be: what should I do in this situation other than filing a police report? Because I strongly feel that Bank of America should NOT have given me clearance on the money, if the money was not real. And once the money was in my account, there was no indication that those money were under investigation. So I really feel like Bank of America is partially at fault here.

My name is Rebecca Allen. I am born into Near the Water & born for the Mexican People. My maternal grandfathers are Red Running Into the Water People & my paternal grandfathers are Coyote Pass. I reside in Tsaile, Arizona, where I have lived all my life with my family. My hobbies are rug weaving, sewing clothes, & playing piano. I am 21 years old & am currently going to school at Dine College.
First of all, I am writing this letter to request for a scholarship fund consituated for college students. I need help in paying for my tuition. Whatever amound the capter house helps me with will be fine. The money you give to me will be for my tuition & some of my school supplies. It will help me in getting closer to paying my whole tuition which is one- thousand & five-hundred dollars.
Secondly, this is my second semester at Dine College & I am going to college to earn my degree in Liberal Arts.
The other half is writen on another question page.

How can I convince my dad to give me text?
I tried to ask him nicely & here were my reasons
he told me I dont get out much & hang out like “normal kids” but then he doesnt want me to have text. It’s like he wants me to be social but doesn’t want me to have text?
My reasons for text were:
Helps get to know people better relationships with friends
Is an important tool in a relationship with a girl
It’s the only way to talk to anyone because no one actually calls anymore
It’s only ten bucks a month more & he’s a doctor he should be able to afford it
People told me I need to get texting badly
I want to have fun I don’t want to miss out anymore compared to my friends
I been home for the past 10 years & not really got to hang out with anyone sleep overs, go to the mall etc.
I’ve never been to a summer camp cause he said it was a waste of money
Another reason i didn’t mention to him though was that he sends his mom 3 grand everyother month just so she can buy “vitamins” alcohol.
I just feel like I’ve missed out on too much during the “fun days” of my life & I just want to have a little fun during my High School years.
I’ve always had straight A’s in Honors classes
I never ask for anything & everything I own I get from my mom who has to work & deal with a lot more stress than him. She buys me & my siblings our clothes, tuition for school & our piano lessons. Because my dad says all that is a waste of money.
All my dad does is ***** & complain about money when i saw in his excel spreadsheet of finances he was loaded well in my eyes with about 50 grand when me & bros & my mom are the ones doing all the chores around the house & he says i dont do anything at all to even deserve a phone.
sorry that i just went off ranting a little bit
His reasons
Waste of money because you dont make money texting
Waste of time
“If they were really your friends they would be your friend even if you don’t have texting” but they are my friends they always invite me to their house but my dad doesnt let me go do anything with them
“That’s alot of money” i say in my head your a doctor its only 120 a year
“You have to work for it” i say in my head I already get excellent grades & do chores around the house
I just finally for once in my life just want to have fun & feel like a “normal” kid Me & my brothers & my mom feel like he gives all of his attention to his mom
We don’t even feel like we really are his family some days.
He doesnt know squat about us personally
because of him im kinda skrewd up in the head
because of him my mom is emotionally disturbed
because of him my brothers dont respect him
because of his mom he is like that cheap, selfish, & not a real father figure.
what the saddest part is that I look up to my friends dads they have actually thought me more about life than him
Their the guys who played catch with me at the park while he was on the phone making long distance calls to his mom
I just for once want something
I know that Jesus loves me but I just feel like this is too much
I’m really sorry but I really need some guidance please